Two hours before showtime in Niigata, Japan, I stood at the back of the contest room, trying to steady my breathing.
Around me were rows of chairs, delegates in formal suits, and voices moving between languages I recognised only from a distance. In front of the room were the other contestants, each carrying their own rhythm of confidence, nerves, silence, or last-minute preparation. There were 12 speakers from across the Asia-Pacific region, and for a moment, it felt as if we were all in the same room but living in different worlds.
On the screen was the topic that had followed me for days: ‘Are we more connected or more alone?’
I had written around that question, practised with it, and carried it with me into the room. Still, standing there before the final round, it felt less like a topic to answer and more like a question I had to live through on stage.
The 2026 JCI Asia-Pacific Conference was held in Niigata from 11 to 14 June 2026. I had arrived there representing Malaysia after winning the JCI Malaysia National Public Speaking Competition, and I would later be crowned JCI Asia Pacific Public Speaking Champion on 14 June 2026.
But when the result was announced, I was not thinking only about the trophy. My mind went back to a much smaller stage, years before, when my journey with public speaking almost did not begin at all.